Just now my mom called
cause im sick thats why i dint go work
lols.
she said my boss sees me during office hour playing sms
ADUII !! GAO LAT LOR ...
haiix..
suan nar...
then my worker friend said
Ya lar.. she very staburn de lar.. don't want listen to people say de

Ya lar. i very staborn to just wanna recieve people sms only mar
Haiix.

Very siao de lar ..

that time bad mood some more you said like that

haiix..

Every thing is meant to be
even i don't want it to be happen again
i hate myself so much
that i cant even resists myself , do you know that ?
i felt like i always be alone !
just that alone!
make me really cry for whole night
its painful
its tough
its tears
although you might not know that even 1 single message you sent it to me
it might make me change myself in the morning
i love the person
its already gone
why don't you believe in me ?
i always wanted to find some one to share in the middle of the night
i always wanted to live like in a fantasy or even i dream about being live in the manga life , do you know that ?
i was so damn happy
i was so damn cheerful one day

its hard to me
where the hell does any body go ?

do you know whats my feelings towards one person ?
i wish i can change to another school
or even i want to have transfer to a boarding school!

its makes me really felt
lonely

you need me
im here
when i need you
you are gone

its make me so sad

really damn sad

where was i
always needed to you
where was i
always accompany you when you are sad

i always wanted you to accompany me
but when is no good time for you
you just run away to another country
why ?!
i hate this feeling
i want to cry
but i always told myself
forever me
always need to make a happy face
through life time

Esther

For life =]

Babes , How are you been doing out there ?

I hope you will be fine too =]


Its so long ,

i dint blog at all =]

well , i quite busy with my work now .
enjoying much lately~

haha , i promise yy that i will take her to go melaka for a trip

any one wants to join ?

but i not yet confirm with the date yet @.@

so if you do wanna join

you can tell me

or you can ask yy wether she wants you to go mou xD

ohya,
i just came back from ipoh with many many people

love their environment

kinda peaceful

and we went to pulau pangkai

hot springs spa xD!

lols!

like it !

well...
its getting late now

so i just read my manga's and goes to bed

you can text me too ,
if you want =]

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
loves my babe!


love you guys too xD


Regard,
Esther

I LO VE THE RAP


I HA TE THE MU SIC


I LO VE THE BEEP

I HA TE THE LO VE


IM LO VI NG YOU

What ?



Could never dream on babes!


=D


i love the guy of my dreams


Not you of cause !


XP


dream on!


xD



what im talking about ?


stay tune for my next post !


Ther~

You are precious treasure
i din't said i din't believe in you
but i hope to trust you
Why every time you treated me so cold
yet i cried you will notice it ?

I know so much bout you
but yet you repay me just a small percentage
What it meant for me this way ?
Me ?
no way i will turn back the past , where i already given up being a selfish girl
but not even a single thing it lasted

So what im gonna do ?
is it not tired ?
is it like a small immature kid play sand ?

i have my feelings too
you went out to outstation
and im stupid waiting for you to come back
what i am for you?

i wish im like a young kids don't wish to know and acknowledge what you did to me
but every thing has a limit . don't you know ?

please
is not a small toy for you to play


Is not a big deal if you read
is nothing happening
don't ask any thing

Morning sunshine =]

The weather is so cold for me .
My friends are having flu (cold)
so bless ya . =]
hearts you deeeeeepp...


Please take care you body too ..
Please drink plenty of water and eat healthy food

Hearts you all many many =]


Beware what you think
Beware how you act
But loves yourself more than others
Your body and your mind is important

Think logical Babes

This is true !


many people change to 180degree

haiix..

at least don't replace our memory to others

if not i won't forgive you

this is how i deserve ?
when ever i treat you?
this is what you give back me for ?

rudeness me.


Ther~

I wont ignore you and me
That is how it surpose to be


people wanna make me strong
when i grow mature
i gotta the problem to solve


people wanna make me love
when i grow older
i gotta to know what is right or wrong



i love the man of my dreams
when i grow from time to time
i gotta to know is he suitable for me



i wanna to work for my final needs
when i grow from the past to the future
when im still on earth
im gonna leave this place
while im still you



when im in trouble

where the hell are you



dear Jun

i don't sees any burden in you
so please think at my problems too


don't get freak out by my post


By just,
Ther

pray for next year to be a happy year~

L00ks like my eyes got make up . <3 love it
















Sat and Sun , Im going to learn some thing new , Called Make art

xD

means = make up


l0ls..


wanna know more

stay tune =]



Esther~

My temper , My mood , My head . Is just 1 word

Tired , Crazy , Addicted , Sleep .


I DAMN stupid . Know why ?

cause i realize every thing is changing

Man !

OMG

let's party again .

I SO LONG TIME .
DINT GO CLUB

XD

haiix..

words it wont be forgiven so easily lar..

babes ..

i know we don't have the guts to say


but


i love you , for those whom contact me


i love eu guys

i dint say i dint trust you

but you always let me down

you never said you will find me before

after you go outstation

i keep wishing you come back

and say just 1 word to me

let's meet

that time , i damn happy when i imagine this .

but all i did today in my presentation in work

is Day dreaming

is happy

but although imagining stuff

i make myself more worthy and guilty

do you know ?

i worth is to be the person with happiness

im guilty is because i said 'yes'

i don't want to argue with you

but argue

you keep say keep say keep say .

don't so angry

then i will only tell you this

is okay if i die infront of you ?

just jk

you promise the stuff

did you ever think what is the future ?

never

and i repeat saying the same stuff

you will just ignore me

don't write at your blog saying sorry with the rediculous meaning

i doesnt wanna hear any

just let the past go

but how do i hold on ?

i already told you

'she ' cant replace just any boy or girl

and you did said okay

now you taking back you words ?

is unfair okay ?


Esther~ah Ther

Good xD!

Im off being sleepy mode again

haiix


I don't know wanna celebrate on this month
or new year that time

hmm..


wanna open party ? or wanna just makan ?


still duno yet


haiix

babe =]



im off playing and fb games now

trying to find another game


please take k =]



bye

<3...
Today go out with lai
so sot de neh ..
but i feel dou myself really tired
go out whole day

about 12.08 we reach bus stop
then reach TS bout 12.++
then hang gai
go Sg.$

then go campfire

then 10.40

ngam ngam reach house

=]


great day

Biii <3 l0ls...XD

i forget change my pic in the facebook XD


later take picxa


xD


Ther

Today , im happy .
Just make my head all spoiled for happiness

Coming out to work ,
Is not an easy job.

Unless you got .
Certain relationship

Is all about happiness,
If you happy about some thing

You maintain it
Don't blow it away

Please be the Prince Charming
i love you

=]


TODAY SEAM BUY JOR 2 POLO TEES

Rm38

l0ls....

Actually she wanted to buy 1 more tee

but Rm77+++

So she don't want le


Today , i din't say i kap zai lar..
But his face memang like .... ..... Very licin !!
1st jusdy said that guy very leng zai...
Then i go in and see..
REALLY!!!! FACE MEMANG LICIN!!!
l0ls....
Esther yap Kap zai ... XD
i Sot jor..
But of couse lar..
Her mom also is inside
Jusdy said that guy got BOU de...
So very licin
Her mother face also is the same
Buy jor many clothes $.$
like no need $.$....
l0ls.....

If he also like that guy face then good lor...xD

Every thing is fated =]


Please be the one whom guide me
My guardian angel


Ther ~

IS NOT !

IS NOT !!
I DINT MEAN I WANNA TELL YOU THIS
I DINT WANNA HURT ANY ONE'S FEELINGS
IS NOT I CAN SAY IT ONCE OR TWICE EITHER!
I DINT SAY I WANNA BE THAT KIND OF PERSON
COULD YOU PLEASE TRUST ME ?!
IM SICKING TIRED WHAT YOU DID !
IM SICKING TIRED WHAT YOU SAID
IM SICKING TIRED OF YOUR ATTITUDE !

I WORK SO LONG HOURS

YOU ONLY CALL AND SAID YOU ARE NOT FETCHING !
FINE !
I DINT SAID I NEED YOU TO FETCH ME !
YOU ONLY SAID YOU ARE FREE ONLY

YESTERDAY MY FATHER CAME
BEFORE YOU

HOW COULD I CALL YOU!

IM WORKING

I GIVE PEOPLE SCOLD MANY TIME

GIVE CUSTOMER THE FACE TO ME MANY TIMES

CAN YOU PLEASE. PLEASE . PLEASE

DON'T ACT YOU ARE ALL DAMN RIGHT ?!

IM TIRED TOO

YOU SAID YOU WANNA GO BACK HOME

AND SAY ON THE WAY HOME YOU CAN FETCH ME

THEN I DINT CALL YOU ONLY

YOU JUST SCOLD

EII!

IM A SALES GIRL OKAY ?!

IM NOT LIKE OTHER OL GIRLS

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN MAKE ME ONE

PLEASE

I CANT CHANGE FOR ANY MAN

HAS YOU KNOW MY CONDITION LAST TIME

IM NOT PERFECT

SO ARE YOU!


YOU WORK IN THE OFFICE

CAN SEAT

CAN TALK

CAN CALL

CAN HAVE TEA

ME?!

WHAT THE HELL

I STAND FOR 8 OR 12 HOURS A DAY !

CANT TALK NEAR TO MY FRIENDS

GET SCOLD WANT TAKE OUT PHONE

CUSTOMER GIVE ME FACE

CANT SEAT

NEED STAND

WHAT THE HELL DO YOU KNOW ?!

MY FAMILY NOT RICH

YOU KNOW WHAT IS TIRED AND PAIN !

MY LEGS ARE TIRED

MY BODY ALL PAIN AND TIRED

MY BONE ALMOST BREAK

FOR WHAT ?!

FOR MONEY

YOU?!

ONLY GOT A BIG COMPANY

GOT THINK DOU WE HAS A SALES GIRL MOU?!

LOOK FOR PART TIME ALSO HARD !

YOU KNOW WHAT IS HARD THIS WORDS MOU?!

SMS ME AND SAID MANY THING

I DINT CARE YOU SCOLD

WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ! FROM ME ?!

MY LIFE AND YOURS ARE NOT THE SAME

YOU ASK YOUR OL SEE HOW IS HER FEELING !

NEED TAHAN PERSON WHOM INCHARGE

NEED SEE THE CUSTOMER FACE

YOU WORK HAS BOSS

JUST SAY GO JIU GO

BACK JIU BACK


LIKE A HOTEL

WE ?!

WE NEED TAHAN MANY THING

YOU GOT THINK DOU MY FEELINGS MOU?!


JUST SAY DONT DO

IS EASY

JUST SAY EASY TO FIND ANOTHER WORK

YOU GOT THINK DOU WHAT IS ECONOMY MM HOU MOU?!

i dont think you understand !

PLEASE

DON'T ACT LIKE YOU UNDERSTAND !

I HATE THOSE STUPID RICH SIU YE



MOOD MM HOU !


THER THER

Sorry babes .
No time to blog.


Working .




Bye

I love ya xD

Babes Fibi .. xD
l0ls ...

Today was a nice day
Until that stupid guy called = =

Isshh!!



i love ya kay ?xD


End of the looko words xD


Today rain ,
There was a memory between the rain and me .

I shouldnt think much , but is really suffering for that moment when it ends

It was tiring then ..

I never want to speak about any thing

and today , it was just wondering and thinking many stuff

Tomorrow start work le.

Best of luck to me

I just wondering ,
The supervisor there strict mou ?
The worker friendly mou ?
Nervous going there.
Isit break time will be lonely ??? TT..
How would i do tomorrow ?
How do i perform tomorrow ?
Is just brand new start =]
Start my life ,
Start my new home arrangements
Start with new Esther.

Best besssst of luck tomorrow to me =]

Nervous =]

Ther~

I wanna - All American Regects

Maybe ♥

You only say
But you never do . ♥

What i felt inside .
And what i told to *that person*
I said , i will destroy this Group soon
And she said *something* i forget already

Although , i wouldn't want much .
Just that , i wanna a family in school .
But i end up , talking craps here

I knew you cant promise what you said *
Is because i knew you are the person , with that personality
Don't be so diva infront of me .
I beh tahan .

Every one in this Gang.
Thank you so much for creating a memories .

I don't wanna ask so much .
Is just , when got free time , let's out , okay ?
Is just some thing i don't ask for .

You always go with them ,
But how bout me ?
You left me there.
And when i ask you question , You would'nt wanna reply me with the answer
And you just look at me .
Every time you did that
I already beh tahan ,
You gamble , You become more diva then last time , You become more LC
That's what i have heard from many people
You hurt people's feelings.
When you speak out the words from your mouth .
I wanted to scold , but i already don't have the Gas or the Oxygen from my lungs
To tell you the real feelings .
I could see my surrounding .
Is already changed
Just like my classmates said .

You give me those feelings that
You just only stick with us , when we have benefits for you
So that you could stay in the school with him.( don't ask who, is a privacy)
When i sees you , you already go with them
Not single words you talks to me
You just giving me those feelings that , you only use me for benefits
Last time im a T .
You stick with us
Now we all be back girl
You go some where FAR FAR FAR away .
Remember , you called me ?
And i was surprise
But when i heard you request me to go school
To just some one who can talk to in school
But when im in school .
You din't come to school .
You sms me , and said Sorry , sleep late . tell him to Bla bla~~
You come to school .
JUST him .
How bout me ? how bout your friends ?
Just , haha .. bye ...

Is good to you .
Now you got new friends
Replace the old once right ?

Maybe ♥
Im just simply think.

But i really can feel it .

That's why i hate to come to school
When many thoughts in my mind .
Many brain problem , because i think to much
I don't want to be 51 years old in this year

Just i felt .

In this gang .
People whom use you for benefits


If i don't treat you is my mui , my best friend
I don't have to blog and say my feelings here

You are just too over the dead line , for me


Any way , thanks for making a memory

I think is enough for me to blog now.

Night

Ther Ther

Tagged by (jie ) Xiiao Tang

Tagged By Xiiao Tang

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. Esther

2. Ther Ther

3. Ther

4. Niick (last time )

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1.19 . 01 . 09

2. 31 . 01 . 09

3. IU day , Forget when

4. 31. 10 . 09

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. blogging
2. chating
3. eating
4. listening songs

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. laugh
2. go gaigai
3. When my frens all happy ♥
4. when all my frens are gathering

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1.
2.
3.
4.

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. hp
2. presents
3. money
4. favourite food

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. go gaigai
2. listening songs
3. boil porridge
4. eat

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

1. Italy ♥
2. japan
3. Korea
4. Us

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. Coke
2. Sprite
3. Teh xD
4. nescafe

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. comb
2. wallet
3. pad xD
4. lapsap things xD

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. yellow~ ♥
2. white
3. black
4. green

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Pavillion
2. Times Square
3. Sg. $
4. Friends house

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Babe
2. Jojo ♥
3. Him ♥
4. Her ♥

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Pillow
2. HP
3. Lap Top
4. Bed xD

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1.
2.
3.
4.

FOUR REASONS WHY YOU WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. For Fun
2. Nothing else to do
3. Boring
4. Duno xD

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:
1. Jun Zai
2. Shun zi
3. Fone
4. San
5. Seam
6. Yung Yee
7. Tessa
8. Nui - Esther
9. Texet
10. Fibi

How should i say ?


My sayang =]





Yesterday take de .



My most beloved Husband of all

And most trusty worthy friend of all

My Every thing

How should i , say to myself , that i already put down ?
Why do i still care about her ? why do i always miss her ?
Why do i text her to care bout her health ?
Why do i need to suffer ? Why must i always remember the past ?

I already tried my best not to think .
I already tried my best not to Look

But , the answer for this is .

Some time i only remember
Some time i only misses the past only

Bit by bit.
Bitter will be sweet soon

HEHEHE...

GOOD LUCK WHOM ALL TAKING EXAM THIS MONTHS !!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
BECAUSE OF YOU ALL
I SPECIAL GOES SCHOOL TO GIVE YOU ALL THE SPIRIT!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

THER THER ! =p

You know i hate you right ?
So stop that childish look

Please be more mature , let me think that i haven't grown up yet

Maybe is my fault

For meeting this kinda of people

I hate staying at home = =

I hate staying at home ..
non of this time is having a peace = =
keep on scolding me or nag me , that i tak buat kerja
i got . is you dint see dou

My mom's attitude very beh tahan ==
every thing also want fast , if not jiu want all perfect
i also don't know she is a human , or a alien

I wanna go school meet my friends TT ...
i don't want stay at home
VERY THE SUSAH !

VERY THE BEH TAHAN

haiix..
TT

i wanna meet my babes !!

TT


Ther Ther

Love a People theres No reason for it =]

Please be more Private And Confidential for your own blog .
=x

I know is been awhile since you was arguing with me
but is a blessing that we are friends back

i wanted to tell you my words for you
i wanted to tell you my every thing to you
please be with me
and im not such a person that im envy to others

i love because i have my friends

i love babes ^^

Semangat peperiksaan babes~
Random picture with a BIG BIG smile..
<<< this Living Doll t-shirt until my knees ..
Big right ?
my aunt come back from Malaysia forawhile
Then go back to NZ
TT
She gave the T to my Daddy ~
Then my papa gave the T to me
So i look like a sleeping pig with a big T on =x

So how's my babes recently ?
Die or Happy ?
Babes ~ don't forget me okay ?
i love you all too


Babes .. this few days im happy
I remember my babes to me the story
Do not think him is a prince but a beggar in the future
He will beg you to be her princess
Do not think him is a Important person in the present
Think him is a Rubbish
So that later in the future
He will take you up a precious stone to him
But do not fall for him
Do not takes his words for granted
you will suffer for his words
Think our god is important
God is always our precious Father , Man and Friends
God is always knows our future
For him is our God whom create the Universe
xD
i love you GOD

Make me a better day
so that i will bring my smile all day long
please be my GOD forever
=]

Babes !!!
i love you!
next time go PAV with me okay TT..
miss you soo ...

=]

i love every thing that my god create

please be by side forever god..

i love you


Ther Ther , Thats my blog for today =]


Ciaoz~