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Ther =]

i felt that way

Sorry i dint accept you back,
Because i've been through so many problems before you.
You never knew why
But some day , some 1 will tell you
I don't love you any more
And you knew that when i told you
So
Go back to your rich and wonderful life
Go marry a woman you love forever
And choose a woman that wont be a burden to you

That's my last phrase to you
Hope you be happy
When you without me

=]

i always cherish the moment
With those wonderful memories

From
Ther =]

Very hate you
Very hate ...
You think i got money to pay you meh ?
You always ask for money
But you never work at all
Now.
You see.
I got pissed off from you

Hate this kind of guy

fake.

ya .. i heard that you just left that place without any thing and in the moment , you just gone like that ...
i felt myself fake too . just because nothing had happen upon many things ..
and i will make a another decision
you make me feel no more safety
think bout past again
think bout what others did to me again

any 1 dare to bet with me
when end of 2010
i will be back girl again

who dare to bet ?
Rm100

i bet
no

Nice . =D

Being Alone

Being alone ?


i was'nt asking any one to understand bout this
what should i do ?
the feelings of making some thing to lay on when you feel tired
am i that kinda of person , that you always lay on ? . i felt tired bout that . and i begin to understand why i always like this..
i want my own free way , free style , i don't want any one judge bout me , I lay on myself
and i trust that god will always be with me .. although those memories had past , and lay down those words on my hearts that i say , ' i wont be back tb any more ' but i think you shouldn't believe this words, its hard , i want to protect myself ! i want to know what others care ! well.. its not hard =D. i was wrong being so soft heart . But i only will get , Hurt . =[...
babe .. i don't want when i only miss you or think bout you , i only find you , but i want babe when miss me , you find me too ..

Felt this feelings ..
Always left inside my heart

Ha

The ha for me is for you

Alvin today come find me lehhhh ... so geng neh ...
he come give document to the lawyer jek lar..
where got come find me leh ..
then every one all looking at me ..
==
My friend lai de lah~!
where got bf...
= =
i bo bf lar..
then alvin told me
jun find him *call*
then i say enn okay lar . i wanna go jor bye.
then alvin go downstairs with me
then i tell him.. I no use ... i already know jor many thing bout him.. and because of that ... we 2 also mau break de lar... why wanna stay so long ? i shouldn't stay so close .. i should know my status , should know what i m .. just finish off .. then its enough ..
then keng at de stair case
Me : i dint say i x love him or what . i dint say i love him or what. i wan the things i will get dou .
Av (alvin) : haiix ... you 2 .. why you 2 every time also like that ? (some thing like that)
Me : I pun tak mau de mar.. but .. i really wanna be who i m, i felt empty . and i dont really like guys that much
Av : cause you in girl school before
Me : so what ?! tai sei me isit ?
Av : not that meaning
Me : he knows what happen to me meh ?! he knows what i want meh?!
Av : okay . i give you 1 month . if you 1 month beh tahan be like a lady , then you can be a boy -- (some thing like that )
Me : fuck off lar. bye no mood nw
Av : just like you always treat me
Me : BYE !


i always want to be what i want it to be

just let me calm down

and give me the suggestion