i dint say i dint trust you

but you always let me down

you never said you will find me before

after you go outstation

i keep wishing you come back

and say just 1 word to me

let's meet

that time , i damn happy when i imagine this .

but all i did today in my presentation in work

is Day dreaming

is happy

but although imagining stuff

i make myself more worthy and guilty

do you know ?

i worth is to be the person with happiness

im guilty is because i said 'yes'

i don't want to argue with you

but argue

you keep say keep say keep say .

don't so angry

then i will only tell you this

is okay if i die infront of you ?

just jk

you promise the stuff

did you ever think what is the future ?

never

and i repeat saying the same stuff

you will just ignore me

don't write at your blog saying sorry with the rediculous meaning

i doesnt wanna hear any

just let the past go

but how do i hold on ?

i already told you

'she ' cant replace just any boy or girl

and you did said okay

now you taking back you words ?

is unfair okay ?


Esther~ah Ther