How should i , say to myself , that i already put down ?
Why do i still care about her ? why do i always miss her ?
Why do i text her to care bout her health ?
Why do i need to suffer ? Why must i always remember the past ?

I already tried my best not to think .
I already tried my best not to Look

But , the answer for this is .

Some time i only remember
Some time i only misses the past only

Bit by bit.
Bitter will be sweet soon