Every thing is meant to be
even i don't want it to be happen again
i hate myself so much
that i cant even resists myself , do you know that ?
i felt like i always be alone !
just that alone!
make me really cry for whole night
its painful
its tough
its tears
although you might not know that even 1 single message you sent it to me
it might make me change myself in the morning
i love the person
its already gone
why don't you believe in me ?
i always wanted to find some one to share in the middle of the night
i always wanted to live like in a fantasy or even i dream about being live in the manga life , do you know that ?
i was so damn happy
i was so damn cheerful one day

its hard to me
where the hell does any body go ?

do you know whats my feelings towards one person ?
i wish i can change to another school
or even i want to have transfer to a boarding school!

its makes me really felt
lonely

you need me
im here
when i need you
you are gone

its make me so sad

really damn sad

where was i
always needed to you
where was i
always accompany you when you are sad

i always wanted you to accompany me
but when is no good time for you
you just run away to another country
why ?!
i hate this feeling
i want to cry
but i always told myself
forever me
always need to make a happy face
through life time

Esther