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I wont be using this blog anymore .
I got new blog jor

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Ther =]

i felt that way

Sorry i dint accept you back,
Because i've been through so many problems before you.
You never knew why
But some day , some 1 will tell you
I don't love you any more
And you knew that when i told you
So
Go back to your rich and wonderful life
Go marry a woman you love forever
And choose a woman that wont be a burden to you

That's my last phrase to you
Hope you be happy
When you without me

=]

i always cherish the moment
With those wonderful memories

From
Ther =]

Very hate you
Very hate ...
You think i got money to pay you meh ?
You always ask for money
But you never work at all
Now.
You see.
I got pissed off from you

Hate this kind of guy

fake.

ya .. i heard that you just left that place without any thing and in the moment , you just gone like that ...
i felt myself fake too . just because nothing had happen upon many things ..
and i will make a another decision
you make me feel no more safety
think bout past again
think bout what others did to me again

any 1 dare to bet with me
when end of 2010
i will be back girl again

who dare to bet ?
Rm100

i bet
no

Nice . =D

Being Alone

Being alone ?


i was'nt asking any one to understand bout this
what should i do ?
the feelings of making some thing to lay on when you feel tired
am i that kinda of person , that you always lay on ? . i felt tired bout that . and i begin to understand why i always like this..
i want my own free way , free style , i don't want any one judge bout me , I lay on myself
and i trust that god will always be with me .. although those memories had past , and lay down those words on my hearts that i say , ' i wont be back tb any more ' but i think you shouldn't believe this words, its hard , i want to protect myself ! i want to know what others care ! well.. its not hard =D. i was wrong being so soft heart . But i only will get , Hurt . =[...
babe .. i don't want when i only miss you or think bout you , i only find you , but i want babe when miss me , you find me too ..

Felt this feelings ..
Always left inside my heart

Ha

The ha for me is for you

Alvin today come find me lehhhh ... so geng neh ...
he come give document to the lawyer jek lar..
where got come find me leh ..
then every one all looking at me ..
==
My friend lai de lah~!
where got bf...
= =
i bo bf lar..
then alvin told me
jun find him *call*
then i say enn okay lar . i wanna go jor bye.
then alvin go downstairs with me
then i tell him.. I no use ... i already know jor many thing bout him.. and because of that ... we 2 also mau break de lar... why wanna stay so long ? i shouldn't stay so close .. i should know my status , should know what i m .. just finish off .. then its enough ..
then keng at de stair case
Me : i dint say i x love him or what . i dint say i love him or what. i wan the things i will get dou .
Av (alvin) : haiix ... you 2 .. why you 2 every time also like that ? (some thing like that)
Me : I pun tak mau de mar.. but .. i really wanna be who i m, i felt empty . and i dont really like guys that much
Av : cause you in girl school before
Me : so what ?! tai sei me isit ?
Av : not that meaning
Me : he knows what happen to me meh ?! he knows what i want meh?!
Av : okay . i give you 1 month . if you 1 month beh tahan be like a lady , then you can be a boy -- (some thing like that )
Me : fuck off lar. bye no mood nw
Av : just like you always treat me
Me : BYE !


i always want to be what i want it to be

just let me calm down

and give me the suggestion

today ~im gonna kill A

Hey babes ~
doing great ?
okay .. lets start with today
today i woke up at 1.27+pm
sleeping beauty xD
and then do my things with the sink
of cause , brushed my teeth
bla bla ..
then go to sakae ~!
SAKAE sushi~
drink sakae.
eat sushi
steamboat spicy beef
and futher moooorrreeee.

Walked with my mom
bought some home stuff thingggyy ..
then went to old town
Lim TEHH.. know * ?

Then come back


talked to alvin

then blog some stuff over here

and play my games ~

so you see
im having a big Thing going on with my games

gonna continue there too

So

Ciaoz


=]



Loved,
Esther

today very swt .
i really bo mood to talk to any one
just feel like wanna die

how can.
i treat her really like a mui

she will betray me too ?

i think this back

i really wanna hit some thing

The more i hate , The more i love

At the previous blog
i din't tell you all about what happen to me right ?
haha,i got low blood pressure
plus , heart maniac problem = =
what the f?
this few days is my most moody mood mood
alot of things happen lately
but i hate return back to KL when im in Ipoh
babe sim eng
she went to ipoh , don't know she will come back to KL a not..
babe carmen
is going to australlia as you can see in my facebook , i post a picture bout her
saying all missy miss stuff
and me
i wanna go boarding school
i wanna leave kl
@@.
it because seok shuen said that she will angry me
if i leave kl

im gonna buy car soon
cause my dad and mom is going to give that money
she save so long time for that
but im not 18 yet...
haiix..

alright, let's talk bout new moon
guys ~ did you watch already ?
i love cullen
but jacob is way toooooo leng zai leh ~
yy said she love jacob
but i love cullen more
because i will like to meet a vampire *dream on esther!*
but she sacrifice for cullen
and went to the castle of vampire
whole building is all vampire
and only 2 human is in there
1 is the clerk , she way stupid ! but she wants to be
2 is the HER!
man ~ ... she really wanna become and married cullen
or cullen dint even bite her?
but you know..
they even went back to cullen house
to vote for her become vamp or not
her family all voted her
but except her sister
couse her sis also wants to live in a normal life
thats why she dint voted her
she really will age
once she reach 81
cullen will be 16 (because of his looks )
and then when the school starts
they gone for class
and sit at the back sit *cullen and her*
watching *romeo & juliet*
and then they keep on talking at the back
so the teacher cought them
and he ask cullen for the previous words that romeo was saying
and cullen answered..
the teacher like bo face xD!
but when cullen said she wanna leave her
she really had a hard time..
but cullen use the spirit to guide her after all
but the ending..
is really driving me crazy..
SHE BECOME ONE ! OR DON'T !!!!
haiix..