The Reason

The reason why i cant accept
is because im not ready for any relationship

Although is been a while now

but i still cant have any

Today is a nice day =]
going out with my senior..
And ate Donuts With Carpoccino In Pavillion

i love going there
same with my senior also =]

My senior and me very likes to go pavillion
next time we have a tea there shall we ?

Sorry
im going to postpone my last day of school in tuesday

cause gonna start work

i still have 4days left

mwak

miss me kay ?XD

Ther Ther .. That's my blog for today

Have a lovely day kay ?

Good Morning =]
What a nice weather today =]
agree?

ehhh ....
what to blog about ?
ohya
going out later ..

1some thing like that
finally decision made

going out with jie =]
i don't know when can meet jie
so i go out with her

any way

5nov..
im going to work

wanna find me ?
go LM ba
=]


Ther Ther

I feel wanna go Fitness with my mom ..
But jie graduate so got go out
But oo ...
I not enough go out
But can borrow from father
But oo ..
I also got feel dou
2morrow sure got problem gua

Haiix


I very luan..

Maybe should put down every thing
And just continue learn new things

Discuss with ah lai already
she say okay .. that a good way

So maybe i should

Ther Ther

Cries In A Distance - JJ lin

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I'm just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay

[*]
All I hear is three two one
The scream from the guns
And then one by one
No one gets to run
Someones dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
No... no...

All I feel is one two three
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore
I fall
I call
I crawl

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I'm just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay

Repeat [*] x2

I feel sore
I fall
I call
I crawl

Ina - Fall

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that’s a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I thought you really loved me
I don’t know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I’ve had enough

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one
I was the girl
And I was the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did
I loved you
I don’t know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good
I’ll be okay

And you fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

= = ...

Are you mistaken that i write about you ?

Please Dont Lie Me

Today , i would die if any one know what i did
just lai knows..

wanna dance..
wanna be some ones beauty
in the stage
where's only you pretend no ones around you

please let me
be the one..
are sad
so that i can be who i m

Ther Ther

Ni bu yao zai wen
bu yao zai fan
wo bu xiang ni bu kai xin
er qie ni ye hui zhi dao shen me hou guo ru guo ni gen wo yi qi
wo bu xiang zai hurt guo ni
ni ye bu yao zai gen wo liaw tian ba
ni zai 'blog' xie wo zhen yang hao zhen yang bu hao
wo hui xiang dao yi qian de shi
ru guo wo bu xin ni
wo jiu dang zhe ge shi qing mei fa shen guo
wo mei you nan pen you
wo ye bu xiang zai you
wo ye mei you nv pen you
ye bu hui zai you
ru guo wo bu xin ni ye bu hui zhi dao wei shen me
wo zai 'blog' xie zhe ge shi qing shi wo yao ni zhi dao
ni bu yao zai fan
wo ye bu xiang ni zai fan
wo zhi dao ni dui wo hui
ni ye yao gei wo shi jian lai shuen
wo bu dong yao zhen yang wang zi yi qian de shi
wo ye bu zhi dao yao ji jiu
i don't want to talk any more about us
and is quite fastrated
im gonna be looko
please..
if you cant give me some time
i think you are forcing me

Please..
if you want me to trust you
so please
give me some time

after that incident happen what inside the car you told me

it makes me cant trust you

no i don't want to

is hard to trust

others please
don't ask and don't care what is happening
is just no meaning bout it
don't ask !

Ther Ther

Mama Loves me the most

Today quite fun
Babe shuen go school ... accompany me .. =p...
but the main reason is she ask me go school ... =x
lucky i dint miss today ...
cause today we talk many things !
l0ls...
make my nerve go up ... xD
really fun neh ..
babe eng eng dint go school ..
cannot kiss you in the public any more =p

well babes~
is time to end my school life this year..
if wanna out ~
call me lu~
xD

baby carmen ~
why dint go school~
i miss you so~~~

jie jie ~
miss HIM soo much~~
die more then 100 times to just miss him
XD

babe ther ther (me xD)
be more independent~
don't out too much

lols.. but i cant =.=

To that person..
My heart is confuse now..
don't ask me..
don't force me

honestly

i just want to like a person
but i don't want pak tor..
im scare..


even i confess
i don't plan to pak tor..


be with me ..
although is going to end
but cherish the moment we had..

show me you love
hug me if you want me
kiss me if you want to taste it

Love a person
is not about just loving the person
but understand the person character
and her thoughts for you

Babe~!!
im not going to school 2morrow..

Ther Ther

Remember this Song?

what you all think?

nice ?

Comment lu~

My blogskin.....

A bit .......... yellow... what you think ?


l0ls...


Ther Ther

Hopes too high

Today babe eng eng come to school leh~
we have fun ... =]
we share like last time
glad...

i think i shade to much tears
i think is time to renew myself
although is hard

make myself a better place =]
a peace is renew for a better reason in my heart =]

L0ls.... that tb ..... really had a harsh time to talk to girls
that girl... really ham bao zhing...
xD

l0ls... you know who you are..

but hopes on you to be back what is like ..
please make yourself understand
i really need time

so .. don't ask again..
kay ?


Ther Ther

You never can forget her

That's what i know today ..
obviously ... i still cant forget ... 'that person'
you know.. today i come back
you just .. don't seem to want talk to me
so.. im not really want to talk many thing
cause i think i come back .. i just talk many things to you ..
but .. obviously .. the reason .. no ..
i came back .. i rush back ... my heart beat fast
to just meet dya... and.......
but .. the answer is no =]
i know you wouldn't want to forget her
so is okay for me to go off ..

today is a HAPPY day
and i would tell you that

but i cant promise myself ..
i wont be sad..

i cant


Ther.. Ther

Yesterday & Today

Yesterday morning Hing call me up @.@
Then i wake up lor..
He call me wanna go Yam Cha mou
Then i say .. dont want .. cause he need go Work..
Then never mind lu ..
Angry sei him ... cause ...xD secret...

Then later YY come my house..
Chat awhile..
Then go Ts..
That day i dress has T
Cause is my last day .. I promise jor Some 1 .. i wont be tb jor..You know who you are..xD cause that time you say you will go Shop with me .. after i work xD
Then later walk har walk har .. see dou my brother .. XK ...
Then walk har walk har.. see dou my LENG ZAI SON !
haha.. then walk with them lu ...
Also got see dou san san ..
Go pavillion ... Go sg wang.. Go Ts..
tired ...
Then 12++ i go sleep le...
Cause later people angry not good le..
Maybe after i finish the baleno fare..
I will go work has OL .. xD.... no lar....i go back to my old company there work ..
Quite fun lar.. =]

After that .. Today ..
today very funny ...
in church..
That solou call me ... >< suan le..
Then later .. my gor join us go Jusco
>< very heng de le !
haiix..
then back play CW
CW damn lag de lar..

Haiix...
Monday will hear all the stupid rumors about me and YY go ts..
Eii... i be back girl also cannot wear Boy shirt 1 day meh ?
i dint walk with YY alone lor the whole day ..
Dont mistaken

i will be waiting you ...

Ther Ther =D

Today ~

Lols... im really happy now ~! moody just getting better ... although i know whats the answer for my family matters~
CRAPS! just talking about nonsence = = .. dont mind me
now im talking about winning !
Today went for tarian competition!
my god..... i love you
i lead the class to win!
but also thanks to them giving us such a team work for me .. @.@
although it pissed me off
cause im a leader inside...
they don't want to dance !
but all my friends did !
i love ya ..
but the coward .. scam away ... stupid person ..
wanna care bout face...
haiix..
but thanks to them =]
we win second prize ...
although we dont have enough people..
but lastly .. we did it ... !
i mean ! yay!
haha ..
gonna miss babe carmen =[...
shes not going to stay in malaysia to study ..
shes going to australia ... TT...
cause her dad get hired in that country ..
but .. we gonna miss her badly ... =[..

i know d answer for every thing ..
i know d answer for what im suppose to do ..
thanks my friend for cheering ..
because .. you are great ! and de best =]

today i thought my son to study ..
you know what ..
i scream at her ... ><
im sorry ...
cause i know i dont have the patient ..

one week already past..
im glad this time can make me happy ..

but thanks to my friends =]

i love you ..

When we face problem..
That problem ... makes us know how to think ..
and we grow more mature . much more knowledge in our life

and we know what we are going to do when we face the same problem..

although im running away from it

but one day ..
im going to face that problem
when im strong enough


but.. is not time yet..


i will maintain what im going to maintain

i will make my self more mature

i will make myself more grown up

i will make myself to be strong

i will not make myself to be others people burdens

i will not make any one to worry so much about me

i want to grow up ..

i cant easily cry ..

i cant easily give up

but..

once im moody

these words are no use to me

im such a loser some time

i cant win

i cant lose

im middle of it

and i want to escape

but is no use to make myself like this


i promise what i promise

promise meant to be broken ?

im not like you

so is not true

even though
you are a person with bad personality

i will accept for you are

i will accept that you are bad last time

so that you are not alone

so that you are not 1 person

so that you can enjoy with us

thats what .. i aim to be

a better person

i dont want you to be all by yourself

i know how it felt

i know how it be

even a single hour

it still suffer

i know how much you cried

i know how much you meant to be change for your person

dont be like me

dont be my oldself

dont be

please

The 6th day

im going to move out this house ..
maybe or not

is my mom decision

Im confuse

I am .. i really confuse ..
what are you treating so damn good ?
and you told me about coupling ..
i hate it do you know that ?

is not what i wanted the answer from you
just that .. you don't even giving me time ..
im so damn happy when you treat me good
but now .. im just very confuse ..

what should you care about forgiving you ?
is not like you going out with some one or what

is really hard to maintain happy mood

is really hard to be happy


no more happy go lucky ..

i think is not the past i need

i felt like crying..
tried to call people to stay











im just




a family doll









i hate it















Ther Ther

Is hard to blog ..

Every thing
is ending






i hope i can leave this world soon























Ther Ther

Is not gonna be

Is not gonna be
Is not gonna be
Im not here
Im not there

Tears coming down
Heart beat got strong
Heart damn pain


What should i do ?


is not gonna be

im just ther ther
you are reading her blog

I TELL YOU

I really cant stand!
i dont want to care about FAMILY
i dont want to care about many things !
i already enough!
I ALREADY DONT WANT TO TALK TO ANY ONE OF YOU
MOM
PLEASE DONT LEAVE THIS HOUSE CAN!?
PLEASE

ALTHOUGH WE HAVE ARGUE SOME TIMES
BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO REALISE YOUR ANGER WITH SAYING
SEI CHAO HAI RIGHT ?
YOU ARE MY GRANDMA
IF YOU WANT ME RESPECT YOU
YOU MUST SEE WHAT YOU GOOD TO RESPECT ON

I DAMN HATING THIS FEELINGS

IF YOU DONT WANT TO LISTEN
THEN BE RUBBISH
DONT GO SCHOOL
GO LEBAK
DONT CALL ME ANY MORE

I HATE THIS FEELINGS ! I HATE I HATE I HATE !!!!!!

My mood

My Mood is like a shit

Mama please stop cryin'

I can't stand the sound

Your pain is painful and it's

Tearing me down



I hear glasses breaking

As I sit up in my bed

I told God you didn't mean

Those nasty things you said

You fight about money

About me and my brother

And this I come home to

This is my shelter



It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3

Never knowin' what love could be

You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me

Like it has done my family



Can we work it out

Can we be a family

I promise I'll be better

Mommy I'll do anything

Can we work it out

Can we be a family

I promise I'll be better

Daddy please don't leave



Daddy please stop yelling

I can't stand the sound

Make mama stop cryin'

'Cause I need you around

My mama she loves you

No matter what she says is true

I know that she hurts you

But remember I love you too!



I ran away today, ran from the noise

Ran away (ran away)

Don't wanna go back to that place

But don't have no choice, no way



It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3

Never knowin' what love could be

But I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me

Like it has done my family



In our family portrait

We look pretty happy

Let's play pretend, let's act like it

Comes naturally

I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want two addresses

I don't want a stepbrother anyway

And I don't want my mom to have to change her last name



Mama'll be nicer

I'll be so much better

I'll tell my brother

I won't spill the milk at dinner

I'll be so much better

I'll do everything right

I'll be your little girl forever

I'll go to sleep at night



Daddy don't leave... daddy don't leave

Hi

Every one. Are you waiting for my post about today ?
i apologize for being rude just now
and i just wanna you to know

Some how im not going to blog for this weak mood

Stay tune

im just
♥Ther Ther

What

i know you will just said out
just stop bothering me
if you want to move out
just go and i will say bye
i wont care

im just
♥Ther Ther

Tomorrow 18 ...

still got few minutes..
don't what she's doing ?
working ?
don't know..


i don't know does she misses me ?
does she love me ?


is already over

♥Ther Ther

Every time when i wanted to talk to you , but you are just say you are busy or any thing
so i decide not to call you , just waiting for your call . But guess what ? you dint call at all
So im happy that you just forgetting some thing , so that you wont care about me =]
Every time im just checking my phone , sure message 0 .
So when did you got the free time you call me ?
Ring Ring~~
Hello ..
Im sorry that i dint call you
Is okay , just hope that you would be happy ,cause i know you are busy with your work
Im sorry
Stop apologizing kay ?
Cause i know you would minus my mark
I know
bla bla.... forget already

im not really ready actually
and i think being back a normal person is a kind of good idea =]
maybe im not suitable with being a boy
but i think back
im just suitable to people care about me
=]

lets not talk about my kinda life =]
im different from who you are
im just a simple person
trying to be the best

wish me good luck to my new life =]

im just a simple girl , with a simple lifestyle
im just
♥Ther Ther

If you having any problem with that

Babe im in love

Actually im in love with who or what ?
actually im in love with MELAKA!!!
cause their clothes is quite cheap though
cheaper then KL
you should visit de Jonker walks
is a town actually XD

Later i will post the photo for you all to see =]

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Bu xiang wen

Wo bu xiang zai ti ta
Wo bu xiang zai jiang le
Yin wei wo jue de hen lei
Ta yin gai zhi dao
Wo zai ai ta
Dan shi
mei yi ju
Wo gen ni jiang
shi zhen de

Bu ru
Lei le
Ren dou hui shuen fang qi
Hai shi
shuen
bu neng fang qi

Wo bu xiang ti ta
ye bu xiang zai jiang
Ru guo zai jiang de hua
wo jiu hui luan xiang

Bu yao zai ti ta ba

I wont care and i wont dare to do any decision

is not hard =[

argue with her again
and then i realize is easy to forget her
but
then i felt
the SY i know
she already don't love me any more
she so leng lui ...
sure got people chase her
so .. is easy
to let go the person
but cant let go the memory

i realize
im so stupid to trust people
and i regret
i learn some thing
is easy to let people just to take your heart out and put in their heart
is easy to let people say
but not just that say
but another way

love is not every thing
but my future is every thing
let go of it
and you be much happier
cheer up ther ther
you have your future up too

even though i don't have best friend
and i don't care about her

is enough of you
cause i you follow that bitch

if you know how to think
you will know how's my feeling towards you

♥Ther Ther

Dissapointed

I act nothing
cause i felt really hurting
while you yourself
say bout me
so i nothing to say
in the phone i already say
you make me dissapointed
is already enough

i go school
you will only with JE
so why i want go school
you celebrate your birthday
also is with her
so , is okay im not your best friend
she will be your best friend
and even i tell you bout JE saying me this and that
you also will act don't know de lar..
you and with other people what happen
you wont tell me
honestly say
people and myself realize you mix with her
already change your person

make me more sad
and don't really trust you

♥Ther Ther

Can i just cry out

Is hard to forget every thing in my past
and i still need time
i really hate being hurt every time
but i don't want to hurt people too ..
but i honestly tell you
i really miss you damn much
but we wont meant to be
there's no need to say sorry to me
is okay

i need to work
work and work
so whats happening ?
nothing ...@.@
i should tell what i honestly saying
i need to work


really need
FINANCIAL PROBLEM

♥Ther Ther

I say what ?!

l0ls , having financial problem
so damn ma fan again
every time work
sure need masuk BANK!

i really need a new pair of clothes
and a nice bag
XD

should we celebrate for tomorrow?
l0ls..
sorry babes
im not wearing dress
i just wear t-shirt and pants
XD

tell your mama i love her

those whom think a tb who change back to girl
okay!
think again!
i will make sure i be back a lady again
lOls...

♥Ther Ther

Sorry due with my blog

sorry readers . because last time my blog was private . so end up you all cant read my expisode XD
sorry yeah~~

Celine Dion - Im your angel

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

Im single~ but not wanted~

I felt wrong about you

sorry

I just felt some thing

Cause i knew what you have done so much to me. And i felt really happy . But when ever i with you i feel you still love her . Why ? .. can i stop crying .. can we stop arguing .. can we just like never happen .. my heart already don't have the feelings with you .. why .. last time we break alot of time.. and i feel really tired .. i really don't know how to care about you .. When i saw you this time .. i know you already change alot .. because you want me to believe you .. but i felt.. no time le ba .. i cant really just let the pain keep on shoot my heart

i felt terrible..
i know this time you will be treasuring this moment
and i really knew it ..
because when ever i sees your eyes..
you really look inersence
i really love you ..
but i felt this love already over..

can i forget every thing ..we use to be arguing ?im really tired ..

♥Ther Ther

hey bitch

don't make me scold you
not you but her
if you think you are 'her' so fine ~
Maybe i think you too zi lian
or what
i don't wish we even met
or i do wish you know who i am now
so bitch
you think i like to say about you
so welcome to stupid idiot bustard loko babi hutan orang upaya loveless person fucking world niama chao hai or so hai world you being ~
i don't have so much think to say about you
cause is wasting my saliva ~
thanks bitch
for inviting me to join in this argue
let's not for hope this argue is tooooo long for us
we want to end too
im sorry fucker
but is not the time for us to talk to you
cause we need appointment for us to arrange the date that we need to argue
OR maybe not
because you are an ugly witch
man~
is sooooo hot here
because i saw her wearing fat bra with fat panties
i think she having problem

Sorry bitch
cause is only special for you

thanks Fcker

cause im having a bad time for me to study

Regret

You know..
YOU BEEN SO ANNOYING
SAYING THAT WE GOING TO TELL TEACHER THAT YOU 2 THE THING
ARE WE SO DG ( CHILDISH)
NOW IS PMR
WE DON'T WANT ANY THING TO DO WITH YOU
SO PLEASE
DON'T MAKE ME WARN YOU ANY TIME
I REGRET
I REALLY REGRET
TRUSTING YOU
LAST TIME


IM SORRY TO TELL YOU OR HURT YOU NOW
BECAUSE
IM REALLY HARD TO KNOW WHO ARE YOU!?
YOU ARE NOT LAST TIME THAT GIRL I KNOW

IM SORRY
IF WE REALLY DONE BAD THING

I REALLY REGRET


BYE !


king

Happy Birthday

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mzaii..
happy birthday to you


wish you leng zai every day ..
happy always

old liaw 1 year..

cepat tua


~~

king

Is hard to forget my memories

Hey babes
DONT MAKE ME STRESS TOO LAR!!




=]





telan komsas


now need to telan tatabahasa..


king mwamwa..~~

Erm ,
Just a short post
Ohya ..
I nothing already
Just a slight fever
and a bad flu

i don't have H1N1 okay?!

=]


Babes Pmr..

Have some confident


Gambateh


King ~

Yes I do

Erm.. this few days won't write blog
PMR coming
pray =]

He Told Me So

When ever i with him
Im so lucky that we are still together
When ever i with him
Im so happy that i can see him when ever is just few seconds
When ever i need him
He always hugs me and cheer me up
When ever i need him
He will kiss me with his sweetest lips
When ever his not there
My life sucks without him

Few days letter
i saw him with another girl
and that girl is my besties
and i ran through her
and i ask her why
she replied
not me who ask for this request
is him
i looked at him
do you really meant it ?
he said
if old one i wont throw
i could not taste new one..

the tears that it ran through
i wipe it

and when i reach home
he said..
im sorry that i hurt you

few years later..
i saw him
and he cant recognize me..

and later on
i felt those past is nothing
but a rubbish..

Pictures

CHECK HEART in HUKM .. ECG x2

















Fatty Me














Special for SOOK YENG .. Cause scare you don't believe XD



Any way ..

thanks soh po ..
=]
don't worry me lar..
i will take care de..

you also must take k ..

muz be healthy

Let my love walk past by
so that your heart will know that i truely love you
ignore what they said
cause we are meant to be

i only love you once
don't make this chances fade away
cause it hurts
when you said good bye to me

i love you
te amo..

Make me be just a human
i know i talks many craps bout human life
i know you will love a person with just your true heart
because when ever i said i love you
don't think i will never let go
because once i let go
i will never
COME BACK TO YOU

Dont make mai mama dislike alcohol
cause you will regret

MAMA LOVES BEER

Roughly tell you what happen

Mai heart is okay ... =]
just back from HUKM and LM..

roughly tell you 1 thing
the doctor told me my ECG is okay
But is only at that moment

So i need to Consult the doctor on monday

Need to go to the heart specialist

Today lucky is ..
3007

cause that number is my Turn (to consult doctor)

XD


Special thanks to my GOR GOR
CHAU SOOK YENG (if i spell wrong your name , tell me)

Cause i talks to him the most

And Fone Fone for that day TAKING CARE ME

Also SEAM ..
Sit right beside me

=]


DARL AR!!

Come to school ar !!






mwak

tonight will blog again


i will tell you mai whole story today


WAKE UP


CAUSE I ALREADY LEfT !




sorry

too rude in msn ~


king~

Stop

Stop being nice
Stop being staburn
Stop laughing
Stop smiling
Stop doing this
Stop doing that

every time you call me
i wont pick up

i know you wont appreciate
and i get it


you want post dou so damn fucking good about being a nice guy to me
so i will come back
no
i wont

i fong hei jor you
and that the person i like

now


because i really very tired !
being friend
being me

cause i know how to solve

and i wont easily get involve

because i mind my own business

so shit off
fuck off

don't skl me
that you will do

you sms me
or even call me

i wont reply


so fuck off


i hope you read jor this blog

you will know what is sei sing bek goi the ME

i m staburn!

so are you!

fuck


sorry friend

i heng


so i use bad words to express


i mind my own mouth


thanks

Im sorry

friend...
i cant pui you until d end..

i got a letter and my doctor told me
my heart really very weak..

and my mom told me some thing


if you wanna ask ..

i only can tell my friends..


im really sorry



maybe im going to stay at hospital..




i really don't want to die so young...



if i die..

im ready


king..